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I wish I lived in Harry Potter.
And was like, Hermione. Or one of the other central characters. Maybe Ginny, but she doesn't really get to do much. She's part of the DA though. That'd be good.
So I was really not well yesterday. I didn't get to go see my mum. Which is all very sad but maybe it's for the best. I'll have more of a relaxed weekend.
I seem to spend all of my time on the go, trying to see people who are important to me, and then I sit back and look at it and they're not all frantically rushing round to see me. I'm making all the effort. I never see my family unless I arrange to. I never see my friends unless I arrange to. I'm not trying to whiny and melodramatic and I don't think that no one cares about me, I'm just interested. Maybe I'm over-frantic. Maybe if I stopped and chilled out a bit it would all come together on it's own.
Teeny rant coming up:
It's SO annoying when people tell me how lucky I am that I'm thin. NO I'M NOT! It's really hard for me to put weight on, and that could lead to serious health problems when I get older. I WANT to have curves. I think they're attractive. But I find them difficult to maintain. So no, I'm not really lucky. For me, it's just as hard to gain weight as it is for some people to lose weight. And my sisters are so stupid, they're all "Ha Tin, you're fatter than me" and I'm like "Good, idiot." To be honest, I don't think any of them have eating problems, (I know a lot of people do, but I like to think I know them pretty well) they're just thrilled to be naturally thin. But I'm not.
That's that over.
Who'd have thunk it? Finding a job is really hard! I'm a bit worried to be honest.
NEWSFLASH: I'm getting to be really good friends with Evan, and that's great, because he's lovely. He really is. I think we're similar in a lot of ways. I'd like to spend more time with him. : ) New (old) friends FTW!!!!111!!1!(!1)111!!
I like The Corrs. : )
Goodbye.
contemplativeAnd was like, Hermione. Or one of the other central characters. Maybe Ginny, but she doesn't really get to do much. She's part of the DA though. That'd be good.
So I was really not well yesterday. I didn't get to go see my mum. Which is all very sad but maybe it's for the best. I'll have more of a relaxed weekend.
I seem to spend all of my time on the go, trying to see people who are important to me, and then I sit back and look at it and they're not all frantically rushing round to see me. I'm making all the effort. I never see my family unless I arrange to. I never see my friends unless I arrange to. I'm not trying to whiny and melodramatic and I don't think that no one cares about me, I'm just interested. Maybe I'm over-frantic. Maybe if I stopped and chilled out a bit it would all come together on it's own.
Teeny rant coming up:
It's SO annoying when people tell me how lucky I am that I'm thin. NO I'M NOT! It's really hard for me to put weight on, and that could lead to serious health problems when I get older. I WANT to have curves. I think they're attractive. But I find them difficult to maintain. So no, I'm not really lucky. For me, it's just as hard to gain weight as it is for some people to lose weight. And my sisters are so stupid, they're all "Ha Tin, you're fatter than me" and I'm like "Good, idiot." To be honest, I don't think any of them have eating problems, (I know a lot of people do, but I like to think I know them pretty well) they're just thrilled to be naturally thin. But I'm not.
That's that over.
Who'd have thunk it? Finding a job is really hard! I'm a bit worried to be honest.
NEWSFLASH: I'm getting to be really good friends with Evan, and that's great, because he's lovely. He really is. I think we're similar in a lot of ways. I'd like to spend more time with him. : ) New (old) friends FTW!!!!111!!1!(!1)111!!
I like The Corrs. : )
Goodbye.
drained
excited
annoyed